Amsterdam 1983 - Toronto 2001

Picture - Me standing inside the clock tower of the Royal Palace over looking the center of Amsterdam for the last time!

Wow time flies !... its been 3 years today, since I have moved back to Toronto from Amsterdam. It really seems as though I have been here longer though. Strange! So much has happen in these 3 years, and I would think its time to look back and see what I have accomplished so far.

Well, after 3 years I have certainly established myself as a good horn player, and finally now am getting some great gigs. This year alone I have a great line up of really difficult works that I need to perform with various orchestras on first horn.

My 2 day jobs are going well, although working as a administrator in the arts sector is always dicey and one never knows when the house of cards all tumble down.

My family, my Dad unfortunately died, so did my Uncle. Also my 40-year-old cousin in Holland died of Brain Tumor. Boy that’s a lot of losses! And just recently my best longest and oldest girlfriend, she was only 46, a wonderful person, and musician.

But… on the other hand my mom underwent open heart surgery and is now doing great, my brother in law ripped his heal muscle, and had to hop around for 6 months in a cast, but is doing great with his newly open private home renovations business. My own health, has not gotten better in the last 3 years, sort of let myself go, but with the recent diagnosis, the motivation has kicked in, and my life style change is still in action, and now I am 10 kilos lighter…

The rest of the family doing well, the kids all getting bigger and older, when I arrived in Toronto I was surrounded in 5 pre teens, now all full fledged teenagers…all thinking they have all the solutions to all the worlds problems.

Was I right to move back ??

YES !

Too much has happened and changed in Holland, the most importantly the currency change from the Guilder to the Euro, and because of this change I have heard nothing else but complaints from all my old friends and family in Holland that it has become so expensive and is very hard to make ends meet !

Not only am I glad I came back because of economic reasons, but because I missed my family, got to spend 3 years at least with my dad before he passed, and I have been here to take care of my ageing and more frail mother.

BUT

I am CANADIAN ! and always have been ! and I love being back in my own culture, speaking my own language again. I hated speaking Dutch ! and really didn’t fully understand their culture and ways !